3 things

3 things...
all right there are three main things that come between me and God...these three things would be the computer/internet, video games, and TV...i find that i will place these things before spending time with God...so therefore technecally God considers that an idol...and God has lots of stuff to say about that in the Bible...so know really knowing this I must try to change that...cause knowing something is wrong and not changing is sin...so for the next month I am going to watch no TV or movies or things like that...and in those hours or at least part of that time when I'd normally be watching TV i am going to spend time reading my Bible and praying...and then the next month I'll do the same thing with video games and then computer/internet...and i will try to not fill in those time with more of the other two things...this is my plan as of right now...i'm writing this for you all to see so maybe you can keep me accountable as to how I'm doing...so until June 30 I will not be watching any TV...in a way I think this may be very hard but it'll be worth it...okay well i'll post to how it is going...okay that's all for now...oh and also at 10pm I'll actually be reading my Bible...I plan on doing some other times as well but for sure at 10 each nite...so from now on i might be on till 10 and then again at 11 or so...okay well that's all for now...

God's Mother's Day Card

God's Mother's Day card is the Bible. It is a card from God to mothers. And it is not jsut for mom's, it is for everyone. There are 6 promises for mothers and for all of us found in the Word of God. Promise Number 1: You have a promise from God when you feel discouraged! Mom's need a lot of encouragement. If you are a mom or believer this is God's promise to you written in your card Isaiah chapter 40:28 When you feel like giveing up DON'T God understands where we are at. Be encourage God is promises to walk with us. Isaiah 41:10 To walk around like we are always up...DON'T do that...jsut be real...He promises to be with us. Promise Number 2: God promises to be with us when we feel angry. Ephesians 4:26-27 Be angry but do not sin. It is okay to be angry but we must not loose control. God says it's okay to be angry at times but don't stay angry. It is not sin to be angry it's only sin when we loose it. Ephesians 4:30-32 When we feel angry open up the word. Do not let anger control us. Allow God to control our anger. Promise Number 3: God will be with you when you need his help. Proverbs 3:5 God is always ready to help us. Psalms 32:8, 46:1. 27:14, Phillipians 4:19, Glations 6:9 God is enough we don't need anything else. When we feel we can't handle things or are alone turn to God he will help us and be there. Promise Number 4: God says he is there when we ARE alone. John 14:16 1 Chronicals 28:20 God will not fail us or forget us. Sometimes we walk together and alone. But even when we are "alone" really we aren't God is right there with us. In our lowest times and hardest tiems God is still there. We can always trust God. When we feel lonly open up the word. Promise Number 5: When you feel tired God is with you. Mathew 11:28 when we are tired we need to come to God. Psalm 26:1 when you feel at the end of your rope come to God he will give us rest and restore us. God will walk with us we just need to let him. Promise Number 6: okay i guess he never did give promise number 6...


WOW!!! This was sunday mornings service...Okay I wasn't in there becasue I was in with the Kids Church but after service Pastor Al's wife Julie gave me the CD after church. Okay I was jsut like okay thanks. I didn't really think it was gonna apply to me at all becuase well it was Mother's day so I figured okay oh well. But I decided to listen to it. Funny wouldn't you know Pastor Al was like yes it's mothers day and this is directed to them but this applies to EVERYONE. so it kinda caught my interest and i listened more. well WOW!!! It really really helped. It covered many of the areas I'm dealing with and struggling with right now. Funny...I really needed to hear that sermon. Yes I wasn't in there but now I am so glad Julie gave me a copy of the CD. Okay well that's all for now. Many this sermon will help someone else too. Okay that's all until next sudnay...

i can no longer deny what happened...

okay ever since last thursday night when kimmy called me to tell me what happened to toni i just kept denying it...any time i'd think about it i'd just try to think that it never happened...and that what had happened was not real...kimmy and april asked me a couple times in the next few days and i'd always be like yeah i'm fine...but wednesday night was her visitation...some how that made everything real...some how i could no longer deny everything...i was so sad, angry, and other feelings as well maybe...even though no matter how hard i tried i couldn't keep the tears away...and pastor bob kept telling me it's okay to cry and so did kimmy...i don't know...that was the first person that has ever died that i actually cried...then thursday was the funeral...and it was just as hard...some how i knew for sure that it was all real and it wasn't a dream and we wouldn't wake up and find out it was a dream...i still find myself really sad but try not to cry...even though kimmy, pastor bob, pastor mark...say it's okay...but it still makes me feel really bad and worse if i cry...and wow in the past few days i have actually been quite calm and subdued...okay that's all...i just needed to write...

i learned something new!!!

okay...at my youth group in covington we have girls group before youth group...it is pretty cool...well we have been working on reading the whole new testiment...we read one chapter a day...well we have just finished up the book of Revelations...well last night when i was reading i jsut came to realize why the book was written in first person and who was writting it...okay i thought it was Saten writting the book of revelations...okay i'm sure you think boy is that kid stupid...but seriously i thought it was Saten writing it in first person explaining all that he was going to do...but hey would you know...it was John who wrote the book of revelations while he was exiled to the island of patmos nad he was writting what God was reveling what would happen in the future...okay yeha so that is what i learned this week...

it's not fair...i wish he was dead!!!

it was in the accident that killed one of my friends......the stupid guy that casued the accident walked away unharmed......he killed her and left three other people in critical condition....and he didn't get get hurt.......i hate that guy.......i wish he would have died........i hope someone goes out and finds him and kills him......he has NO right to live.......besides that.....after he caused the accident.....he left the scene.......